YThursday, October 21, 2010' 4:22 AM
When would that day come ?
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3rd day im unhappy .
Jiayous dawn lee
I dun believe cannot hang on .
Pass this week and everything should be pretty much over .
No point already .
Next time I'm not gonna work hard anymore .
Nothing good comes outta it .
Everytime I tell myself to .
It will end up getting screwed
Be it competition or exams or test or my dang phone
When I have the confidence in doing well .
The results always let me down .
I work hard in saving for my phone for the past year and this shitty thing have to happen to me .
I'm never working hard for anything anymore .
I get nth from it
NOTHING .
Had pretty rough times these few days .
heng went over to yanling's hse
FUN UNTIL DUNNO WHAT .
Jiayi was ZESTING a LEMON
and she zest it till the lemon got exposed cos she was thinking of COW haha ;D
for me i was erm ...
mixing and doing other stuff .
Yanling was climbing everywhere finding bowls and ingredients
hahs .
We made the cake and it tasted awesome .
SOUR IS NICE .
oh ya the lemon syrup .
All of us were like squeezing it with our bare hands
Cos smth happen to the juicer .
dhen we heat the syrup and put sugar
and it boil boil boil , bubble bubble bubble .
Got some left so i decided to just take the spoon and eat it .
I didnt know so sour .
I took the half a spoonful of it or so .
Straight wake up i tell ue .
We made chocolate truffles also
But it kinda failed cos of the hot climate of singapore .
dhen we end up scraping it .
We played rock band also
HAHA .
I FAIL GUITAR BADLY .
Drums not too bad ;DDD
SINGING WAS AWESOME .
just that idk the song how sing sometimes
weird LOL .
Super fun . but i had to like go early D;
sucks .
Anyway thanks for the enjoyable time today .
I guess that will be the only time I will be REALLY happy other than monday .
I hate everything that has to do with studies and results now .
I feel damn pathetic and lousy already .
And I should ask others to help me when I really need it .
Cos I realised , pinning all my hope onto smth is not effective at all .
Just like chem . I lost 9 marks straight thanks to mole concept .
Cos I didn't get it .
Waited for help .
But ...
Next time I shall do smth abt it instead of wait .
Okayye I'm gonna get over this .
Huiming you cheer up too !
I'M GONNA STICK TO YOU LIKE A LEECH ;D
dhen ue cant say we not close anymore ;D
Stupid arms are killing me .
And sometimes I JUST HATE BEING A GIRL .
Girls should know whyye (;
that's all for today .
Thanks yanling and jiayi and huiming !
Bye .
Dawn
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Worthless .
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