YMonday, April 26, 2010' 1:28 AM
The reason I'm sad is cause you don't know why I am sad
Has been a long long time since i last posted I guess
I realise the teachers aren't that good .
Threaten me with mr chong here and there .
You think I care ? Sorry I didn't do anything wrong .
So I don't fear him . Besides he's nice .
Had the first and last sleepover I will ever have
Reasons ?
I won't bother elaborating .
Then the nxt 2 day something bad has to happen
If you continue doubting me like this .
Sorry to say .
But this whole damn thing just won't work out .
I don't wanna cry everyday cos of you .
I'm sick and tired of everything already .
I needed you to comfort me when that happened
I was hoping you comforted me .
I didn't expect you to do that to me .
It's now the first time .
The last time I was being threatened by some idiot teacher
i was crying .
dhen I left school all alone and you straight away have to scold me
Now it's the same .
I was accused for smth I didn't do .
And you had to that to me when I was that down .
Just why must you always do that .
Adding on to my sadness when It's already bad enough .
I don't like this pathetic life of mine .
Quote of the day
I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.
Dawn .
LIQUORICEcandy
Why wouldn't you just trust me ?
YSunday, April 18, 2010' 12:43 AM
Death is the best option
1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
I'm just bored .
And saw this .
And I realise I did many wrong stuff . . .
Well , you can't blame me .
Different ppl , different thinking .
Quote of the day
Technically i'm single
emotionally I'm completely taken
cause in my mind i'll always be his girl
even if he doesnt want me anymore ):
Dawn .
LIQUORICEcandy
All I want is you to come back to me .
YWednesday, April 14, 2010' 1:00 AM
You are the thunder and I am the lightning
Today i wasnt in sch !
Sick . Down with fever and cold
Nigel and yaole also D:
Get well soon ppl (:
Good thing I finished my napfa alr
Cos today is the run leh !
I wanted to sleep in the afternoon .
but the fugly workers drilling non stop
Damn irritating
And dhen I blew agn =='
This time i broke a plate ._.
Didnt got injured . So i guess still okayye
Sian .
Nearly destroy everything ler .
Gotta a feeling that gemmel is angry with me .
She nvr reply me . Haix
Sorry gem if I did anything wrong
Funny funny thing was nigel called to tell me
ask chongkai keep hmwk .
guess whad .
I'm at home too !
LOL !
ms teo asked me how I was feeling .
Sian tml a maths test .
I got no idea how study .
I think I ruined my ghost trapper
Miscalculated =='
But who cares .
That's the problem when I don't get help .
Now my internet become very lag .
Dunno why .
But everything is just going against my wishes .
And i hate it .
that's whyye I hate my life .
I don't like living
Cos life is just a misery .
Quote of the day
There is one pain I often feel which
you will never know because
it is caused by the absence of you.
Dawn
LIQUORICEcandy
I would give up everything to have the old us back .
YMonday, April 12, 2010' 2:27 AM
I don't need a parachute baby, if I got you
Today is another sad sad day .
I can't stand the fact
that you're telling me you're hurt
But still being able to laugh so genuinely
with those around you .
Stop lying .
Cos I can't take it anymore .
Why must you bully me this way .
I'm very sad .
I'm very depressed .
I hate my life .
I hate those screw ups .
I want to turn time back
I hate everyone for blaming me .
I hate the fact that it was my last chance
I hate the fact that I can do well but screwed it
I hate the fact that my injuries are getting more by the day .
I hate it that I have to break down everyday .
I hate myself .
I hate my life .
I hate living .
Quote of the day
Loving you is what I've learned so easily.
Trying to forget you is the last thing
I could possibly learn because
I'm deeply in love with you.
Dawn .
LIQUORICEcandy
I wanna escape from this cruel fate of mine .
YSaturday, April 10, 2010' 4:32 AM
Life is worthless
Today is another bad day I guess .
Broke many stuff yet agn
Bandaged my wrist .
It's feeling itchy , I wann scratch but can't
Today i broke my piggy bank .
My favourite , broken
due to me losing my mind .
I broke my phone too I guess
It isn't working that well
Was on the phone halfway and collapsed .
But dhen after 3 hours ,
I still went out for lunch
dhen go hospital .
Was admitted yet again
Fugly doctor say I'm having symtoms of stroke
WTF can
Yeah I know I wanna die . But not in pain and agony .
How old am i ? Not even 15 yet . And this happens
My life is screwed badly . So why are things just happening .
You wann to take my pain away ?
You said you SELFISHLY wanna take it away ?
Dhen whyye did you SELFISHLY place it on me ?
i dun even think that word exist .
Just like the real me that is gone .
The real me doesn't exist anymore .
Quote of the day
How come the one i wanted to
share my dreams with,
took my dream from me.
Up till now
you still don't know what you did to me .
So i shall just say it in a few words . . .
You caused my insanity to get worse .
Dawn
LIQUORICEcandy
YSunday, April 4, 2010' 1:27 AM
And you took me to heaven , but drop me to hell later
Nowadays lazy post .
Busy with everything
2 days to competition .
And I just feel super negative abt it
But still
I promise to do my best
I wont let that 10 detention get in my way
Sorry guys for making you worry .
Hope we do our best 2 days from now .
We can and we will (:
Weekend wasnt really much of a weekend
I got drag outta bed 3 days in a row
Cos nid go pray
Cos of qing ming
dhen sat got sch =='
aiya .
Life just sucks
Everything isnt going smooth
I wanted to change my style
Wanted to look older when outside somehow =O
So wanted to change my style to a lil mature themes
But dhen I guess I did wrong agn . . .
I'm gonna act as though nth is happening
I'm gonna forget abt the unhappy things
I'm gonna smile and laugh like I always do
I'm gonna do my best with what's important
I'm gonna achieve my goal .
I'm gonna live my life in style .
Can't believe I typed that out . Wow .
Anyway huiming seems veh stress
Cheer up lovely .
Sometimes sharing it with others might make you feel better
Show your the real you if you can't take it anymore
If you don't mind I can be your listening ear .
You can find others too (:
Quote of the day
Never say 'I like you' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they're not there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Dawn
LIQUORICEcandy
As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you.
