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YTuesday, March 30, 2010' 1:26 AM

We'll be a dream



Today I didn't go to sch.
Got cuts on my hands leg and head
hahs sad . But it hurts damn badly now
stupid doc only gave me painkillers
dhen I went crazy ytd
Wow .
First time i scream shout and jump
Scary .
Anyway sorry but i didnt mean to .
I really am .

Dawn(:
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# ; Injured

YSunday, March 28, 2010' 1:59 AM

Let's fall in love again



Very long bo post liao lol
Just return from camp .
overall was very fun :D
just that i cant do water activities =='
Feel veh sad cos of it D:
First time slept on wooden plank LOL
cos previously my camps got bed and pillow
If not dhen is during those camps
that nid to sleep on floor der
I will fall sick and go home
LOL
This campfire was the best camp fire yet
Now starting to lose my voice cos of the shouting
Today eyes were damn swollen
cried for hours since ytd lol
Dun ask whyye
Frankly I still feel super insecure even though ue say ue have nth to do with her
I just can't bring myself to believe .
But I will try
Bye .

Dawn
LIQUORICEcandy
Do you really mean what you say ?

YSunday, March 21, 2010' 12:22 AM

You're not by my side anymore



2months 9 days since i'm single
But still feeling really down .
You made me felt like i was just a toy
Whad ue said and whad ue did was different
I really still do
But it just wont get into ue
So just pls ans that one question
byebye .

Hmwk aint done
Whad to do ?!?!
I dun feel lyk going to sch tml
i dun wanna face reality
it's too cruel .

Quote of the day
A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding..
Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling..
And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..


Dawn
LIQUORICEcandy

YFriday, March 19, 2010' 8:45 PM

You will pay for betraying me



Went to Joanna's hse
Dhen do hmwk thr
With zoe and joanna
Dhen do until uber uber late
dhen we went sentosa :DD
Saw that Hershey's shop SST talking abt
A lot of CHOCOLATE
and it's really expensive
dhen we went into many shops
see see dhen come out
empty handed
Dhen joanna & zoe
FULL OF PERFUME SMELL
Cos joanna spraying everywhr on zoe dhen smell
from thr LOL !

Dhen we went to eat
so pathetic
no space thr =='
dhen veh lil restaurants
dhen i sms M and YL
YL is uber nice
M is oso too
dhen M told me abt smth
That is gonna make me live on
Happily
And hating a certain person at the same time .
Flirt while being in a relationship
and scold me when i ask guys abt important stuff
whad is this man
So ue were the one that betrayed and cheated me
so whyye get so upset when i say i wanna break up
due to ue being !@#$%^&*()
dude
ue should think of ur actions
Ue do whad and i do whad
control freak
Dun screw my life even further
Cos ue alr did
______ timing while with me ?
I guess i should put INFINITE in that blank thr
Thx M for letting me see
How much of a jerk he is
I cant believe i gave up a knight in shining armour
For a DON JUAN
Gosh how i regret =='
ZZZ
Thx YL for being thr oso
Thx those frens that were
And gem .
Cheer up
Ur bf will get his freedom from his parents soon ! :D

Quote of the day
I was never one to patiently pick up
broken fragments and glue them together again
and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken
- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best
than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.


Dawn :D
LIQUORICEcandy
I HATE YOU, for as long as I live .

YThursday, March 18, 2010' 10:38 PM

Cause my dreams got legs so i’m chasing it



veh long no post alr
aiyo
today whole shooting club kena scolding
by mr heng =='
dhen went to eat with peiyu
dhen 4 ppl spam here same sms hahs
so damn hilarious i tell ue
after that went to market
find my mum dhen help her carry stuff
dhen 2nd round of food
ate half only cos was duper full

After that IDIOT came to take stuff
dhen made IDIOT buy choco ice cream with me
he bought this cornetto cone .
dhen wann eat that time i push his hand
and dhen the ice cream was all over his mouth
hahs
dhen no tissue wor
so clean with hands
and dhen still sticky
hahah so damn funny .

Sadded that he got guitar practice
dhen cant help me with maths =='
dhen that larissa oso cant help me ._.
Amaths die alr
No wait for zufar help since he's done with it :DDD
I only finish 1 pathetic piece of hmwk
and this seriously sucks
Im gonna die with that work load .

Saw this guy
Acting cute
Words and symbols used so gay
Dhen he act cute by using 'BAKA'
scolding ppl in eng dhen suddenly use that
somemore is lyk mostly used by girls
or guys on the girl he liked ?
idk lol
All i can say is it doesnt suit him

And sry yaole cant go to the talk with ue

Quote of the day :D
You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.


Dawn(:
LIQUORICEcandy
Flirting with the person I hate
makes me hate you even more .

YTuesday, March 16, 2010' 12:04 AM

I don't wanna be the broken hearted girl



Today went to sch w/o breakfast
but dhen hor l8r part forgot abt the hunger
cos we had a super fun time playing
Today shooting farewell party
Dhen we had games 1st
beginning we had captain's ball
Dhen somehow it is b division vs c division
but hor
the names of the team
is
LAO JIAO VS XIN JIAO ! LOL !
Old bird vs new bird !
Damn funny
dhen mr heng drew this bird thr somemore
we scored pretty well at 1st
dhen after that tired liao
so slacken
dhen hor they scored a lot
But !!!
We still win :D

Dhen we had floor ball
sibei funny i tell ue
the sticks fly everywhr
whack everybody
dhen ball oso can fly
dhen everybody chasing after it
dhen is jus uber funny
dhen we change the ball to this machine puck thingy
Cos wanted to play smth lyk ice hockey
dhen mr heng join the fun
dhen hor
we whack the thing until spoil =X
the rubber came out
dhen it cannot move anymore
LOL
sibei funny
everybody laffing thr
ms ling oso got play
ms ling super good captain in captain ball
dhen veh good in floor ball oso
dhen tiffany and beryln veh good at attacking :DD
Audrey super duper good at defence .
Dhen our juniors oso gave their all
BUT !!
We still win
hahs
overall we won .
It was really fun
ppl actually use the whole body lie down in front of goal post
JUST TO GUARD :DD
duper hiong
everybody had fun :DD
mr tan oso over thr
LAO JIAO VS XIN JIAO .
WINNER : LAO JIAO
but dhen everywhr pain
cos the stick and ball always whack ppl
After that we had our party
everybody eat eat eat
drink drink drink
dhen go home
me aqilah and jiaen went to mac dabao
dhen went home
duper tired
Dhen now i struggling with work .
Dunno how do
Dhen got this person keep insulting me with words
Keep using my words to scold me =='
Like seriously have a mind of ur own
major headache cos of it liao
sian
must calm down
if not l8r go hospital agn ._.
wah fugggg
I dun wann sia
hospital is scary

Quote of the day (:
I’m going to smile
And make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
So you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
And even if it kills me
- I’m going to smile.


Dawn
LIQUORICE
You taught me how to love, but not how to stop .

YSunday, March 14, 2010' 7:55 PM

What you said was just a lie



Quite long bo post liao
This beginning post for lovely Gemmel
hope ue dun emo liao hor
dun care him
I whack until he go cry father cry mother
now my turn to be sad ue nvr cheer me on ._.
Evil jie . Sms ue when i free
ue shall be my listener now :D
Gemmel is the best (:
Always thr for me
4 years ++ liao hor
friends foreva :DD

Ytd was a veh tiring tiring day
woke up late
dhen stone at home with com
spam manga
walao i read till cry sia
but still all lovely endings
Filled with envy
if only life was just like that
it would be like a dream
After that went shooting
Shooting not bad der lo
dhen after that suddenly got one 3 sia
my whole card only 1 out sia
ruin my whole thing
so end up shooting 336 only T.T
but at least im improving ler
compared to my sudden dip
thx to all for support during that time (:

After that went home
sleepppppppp
Dhen woke up at dinner time
dhen go out gai gai with family
after dinner Atem.J suddenly say got party
so i reach home around 9.30
dhen zao to his hse
Family thr oso , cos veh late liao
Dhen he showed me his electric blue guitar
and i just wanted to strangle somebody
buy choco and this necklace only
buy this super expensive guitar for Atem.J
Twins D even worse actually =X
one pair of sneakers each
HAHA !
Damn funny when they got it
their reaction them funny
after that open this ice wine from london
Taste super good
sadly only drank 1 cup =='
dhen camp at the hse watch transformers part 2
11 walked home
dhen change and SLEEP !
Stupid I look so dif
1 year plus plus change so much o.o

Anyway thx for gifts (:
but im still jealous bcos of that guitar ~.~
Gemmel must smile okayye .

Quote of the day (:

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the
person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean that
we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.


Dawn(:
LIQUORICE
Love is blind;
hate is deaf.

YThursday, March 11, 2010' 4:03 AM

I'm going to build up that hatred and destroy you completely



Hi !
Today is not a bad day agn :D
happy happy happy :D
early in the morning with jiayi sibei funny
we smacking each other :DD
lalala ~
dhen hor today went recess at a uber early timing
hm ck and me walked back at a uber fast time
hahs .
dhen hor eng free period leh
BUT DHEN FIRE DRILL !
WTF LAH
pekcek ==' whr got so suay der
dhen we stone at carpark
veh veh long
got ppl missing
dhen jiayi beside me agn
so we thr smacking each other agn
dhen so boliao until play leaves :DD
we throwing at each other
dhen her junior sitting behind us oso join in
huiming made this long 'LEAVE STICK'
LOL ! dhen yaole
over thr oso veh high
she threw highlighter at us
dhen she ask us return
so jiayi try snatch but took the cover only
not veh funny
but to us is sibei hilarious :DD
dhen after a veh veh long time we went back to class
after that lessons boring
i daydreaming during yang bin class
dhen chem we doing the stupid mole concept
dhen everybody asking how do how do =='
means teacher dunno how teach xP

After that sch END !
but dhen i go cca immediately =='
retarded
weight trainings sucks
Jus nice smsing ILB
reply lag lyk mad from both of us
dhen gemmel reply with a retarded smiley face >.>
After that went to find mc and py
dhen meet ms ling
we go eat
dhen go ntuc shop
DAMN FUNNEH i tell ue
ILB sms me saying mr tan gay LOL !
dhen after that i laff uber loudly in the market
dhen show ms ling
dhen she oso laff with me hahs .
she even gave ma reply
saying ' tell ur fren that he isnt gay, in fact he is HORNY'
IM LYK WTH =='
dhen after a while mr tan pop up
dhen we left
cos we almost invisible when he thr =='
so after that some NOISY ppl went up the bus
damn pekcek
so jus act blur
got down at nxt stop
wait for nxt bus
i cant tahan ppl
being noisy
i get damn dulan der

only i can get noisy xP
okayye im unreasonable
but at least i dun go screaming and blasting music
so yarh
SO . . .
After that stone and wait for nxt bus
dhen go home :D
tired lyk mad D:
Thinking of how to survive march holidays with all the stupid hmwk .
Feel like forgettin everything now .

HAIX !
stupid holiday .
worse dhen sch day =='

Quote of the day
Never Say" I love you "
If you don't really care,
Never talk about feeling
If they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
If you're going to break my heart.
Never say you're to,
If you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie.
Never say hello,
If you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever,
Then say you will try.
Never say forever '
Cause forever makes me cry.



DAWN . ♥
LIQUORICE .
You will come crashing down .

YTuesday, March 9, 2010' 12:28 AM

In this moment now capture it, remember it



hey lovely ppl :D
it's another day .
Dunno whad to say
but sometimes feel really awkward lah
but nvm
today not a bad day (:
Other dhen the fact
that desmond chong
shout at me and chungkei
for walking with a drink =='
dhen we run and throw away the drink
damn funny lah !
Heng nvr kena anything
if not i will be so guilty cos
whole class gotta stay back for recess
dhen hor
skip cca due to ORAL :DDD
Oral damn whad lah
Pessage abt global warming
dhen a lot of words dunno how read T.T
But!!!
Question was lyk abt BGR
so totally no link =='
dhen right
zhang hong ask the question straight away we both laff
So damn whad lah
but dhen after that towards the end
Almost cry
over thr 忍 only
Dhen after that wait for kitju
dhen we walked to interchange
wann thank her for peiing me
go buy bubble tea :DD

Dhen after that got up to bus
Met Atem.J :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
AGAIN !
LOL !
He went up the bus at circus thr
so damn song
dhen ride home tgt
laffing lyk madddd (:

Dhen he told me smth
make me shock until dunno whad

I have a new target to kill alr xDDD
So luving it =D

Quote of the day :D
There's this place in me
where your finger prints still rest...
your kisses still linger
and your whispers softly echo...
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me .


Dawn . ♥
You hurt me once... shame on you. You hurt me twice... shame on me.

YMonday, March 8, 2010' 4:39 AM

I’ll never be the same



Today is another brand new day .
hope things will go on .
It isnt really whad i wanted but yeah
Today went to sch with plasters =='
so UGLY .
dhen showing everybody whad the dumbass doc did to my hand
holes and bruises everywhr =='
retarded .
Ate many cheese tofu with hm and chungkei during recess lol
so funny
after that lessons
BORING

dhen huiming show me smth .
SHOCKS !
not telling whad but yeah :D
and from that i can say that ryan is soooooo
INNOCENT ! LOL !
after that after sch ate with yl
she treat me drink :DD
thx veh much hahs !
dhen hor go back class do work .
kena chase out by jiang ruifang cos got oral =='
ZZZ
dhen me and cheryl run to library do work
do halfway dun wann do
dhen got this guailan
i over thr fiddling with hp
showing cheryl a photo
he come stone thr
dhen say dunno whad
not allowed to use fone
in a veh retarded tone
lyk he some bai chi lyk that
LOL
cheryl and i stone and stare
he lyk smth wrong somewhr
hello .
i in this horrible sch longer dhen ue
no ue tell me
but things arent illegal till ue are caught
So i wasnt wrong xP
And who dun use the fone lyk pls .
even dm uses it :DDDDD HAHA !

After that went for cca
shooting that time hand duper pain sia
dhen after that go back home
daddy dun wanna fetch .
But thx to that I saw JEROME !!! GAHAHAHA !
so happy i tell ue .
Last met was lyk 2 years ?
he still rmb me sia
I thot would forget ler
cos he look different =='
stupid tall-ie so tall for whad

dhen realise he take same bus live blocks away only :DDD
yay !

i won the friggin bet . omfg
im so happy :DD I should noe whad i refering to :DD

Anyway i gonna type love quotes on every end of my post :D ENJOY ARH ! lol
some veh sad though
read until wann cry
btw i realise something
'jack' always got smth happen der
jack fell on a hill and drowns in titanic ._.
SADDED

ANYWAY this quote made me cry lah .
Is just so sad . . .

Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just your friend.


DAWN(:
My hardest goodbye .

YSaturday, March 6, 2010' 2:44 AM

i really need you in my life , cos things ain´t right



Hey ppl .
Life in hospital no good at all sia
Food sucky
Walk here and thr to go scan and check and scan and check
but i love the nurse in charge of me :DD
She uber funny
haha . will miss her (:

Ytd stupid doctor poke the damn thing in my hand .
dhen keep saying cant find vein
dhen keep changing places to poke =='
so dulan i tell ue
he keep poking and even use a thicker needle =='
i so pekcek
make him guilty by crying :DDDDD
after that he gave up at the 5th time
dhen ask this female doc come help
she one time poke the bloody tube in
will post the picture some other time .
Now no cable transfer pic

dhen my right hand now lyk cant move =='
sleep that time baby nxt to me
KEEP CRYING
Buay tahan sia
i wann faster go home
somemore got so many hmwk
dhen fri the stupid ong hoong siong guailan
dun let me go out
so i tell my father ask the person come up
dhen he bobian :DDDD
Love his dulan look after that :DDDDD

Now jus worrying over hmwk.
Thx to those who showed concern btw
Gemmel , sst , alph , audrey , eric
huiming nvr reply me so sad lah .
but nvm (:
mayb she busy or smth bah ._.
And apparently i survived the pain
guess friends are enough ?
Well , idk
Anyway gtg alr .

Bye all !

Dawn :DD
And I thought we were meant to last forever .
Guess I was wrong .

YThursday, March 4, 2010' 1:09 AM

A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love




Today is quite a nice day :D
Forgot to bring back maths book dhen cant do hmwk ._.
Anyway who cares
lalala ~

Today got back some of our test paper
dhen got irritated at somebody
Go abt telling that I did veh badly
sure die arh
dhen etc etc
wont say
cos i dun wanna make things so obvious
Anyway a grp of ppl saying ue veh show off
test nia
I noe ue did great
but not lyk we dunno .
And a lot of us did not bad oso whad
best is to keep quiet when ue noe ue score best :D
ue happy , I happy for ue but dun make us not happy lah

Anw skip skip skip
go to after sch :D
Started cca today early
Dhen damn funny
hahs
Run that time
uber tired =='
My stamina not veh good
dhen I kena caught in between ppl
so cant stop runnin =='
but dhen i still stop once in a while :DD
dhen ppl in front pull me
ppl behind push me
=='
又拉又扯
Nearly kena torn into half
but hor
I realise when running in a grp
ur speed uber fast o.o
cos ue keep running and got uber loads of encouragement
Today we all ran in front of ms ling
dhen she ran 14min 30s
so confirm we did better
cos we in front
Fastest timing yet
Run finish feel lyk dying
wanna thank audrey, peiyu, minchen and ms ling

SUPER BIG THANK YOU TO UE GUYS !

After that met eric while walking
he was angry at smth .
Anyway cheer up (:
dhen after that go find minchen and peiyu
dhen we go outta sch tgt
ms ling suppose to meet us l8r der
end up she walk faster dhen us with mr tan
dhen so uber funny after that
hahs !
we go buy bubble tea
dhen walk to interchange tgt dhen they jus nice shun lu
dhen climb stairs that time
mr tan and ms ling walk under the sun
>.> COS MS LING FOLO HIM :DD
dhen after that i say 嫁鸡随鸡
dhen mr tan say i call him CHICKEN LOL
and dhen say heng i nvr continue the line after that :DD
So damn funny lah
So happy :D
Ohya
and recess wann thank chia yaole snail
For peiing me (:

YWednesday, March 3, 2010' 3:50 AM

Cause we both so distant now

Things arent going really smoothly nowadays .
Haix
Test results not all back yet T.T
Eng not back
chinese 29/50
E-maths 24/36
A-maths 22/34
Bio 28.5/38
SS - 8/13

So sucky results =='
Dhen today gastric
Dhen went for lunch hoping it will be better
Went with yx, ck, ch, sst
Dhen say kyz wth this packet of milk tea i think
colour sucky lol
Dhen bought strawberry soda
SWEET LYK SIAO
wasted my money =='
Cos i left it behind .
Anyway, wanna thank them for comforting me :D
Wont cry alr hahs .
Tml getting back geog test and chem i hope ._.
GOOD LUCK TO ME !!

TO GEMMEL !!
Gem jie arh
dun care them lah .
i think they racist or smth
lol dun care them
Ue should view it on a brighter side
they are helping ue to find out who ur real frens are (:

Best not to care abt them lah
After a while they will sian of it
dhen dun bother ler
If really veh bad go complain lo :DDDD
So yeah relax . Got me back ue :X

Now go do A-maths hmwk liao !
BYE ALL :D

# ; DAWN.♥

YMonday, March 1, 2010' 4:36 AM

And the walls are closing in on us and we're wondering how

Today is a sucky sucky day !
Gonna be a short post
Hope beloved huiming get well soon
Scary ue noe !
Dhen wann apologise to chongkai .
Moment of fury cos of some ppl .
dhen jus nice ue thr laffing oso
so yarh
ps sia !
Dhen today shoot until damn sai
Teacher halfway come talk to me
dhen i wann cry sia
Hope do better nxt time !
I can do better dhen that
Hahs i noe that :D
SELF-ENCOURAGEMENT !!
Gotta go now . BYE ! :D

# ; Dawn.♥

Th' Lady ♥

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Wishes .♥

Spend more time with darling
New phone
Go kbox with zoe & friends
Out with larissa
Out with serene
Return Gemmel's treat !
Exams to be over !
move on

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